Hey there

The past few days I have been feeling in one of those moods, where I am sick of doing things for everyone else and I just wanna do what I want, so I am. And I am writing to tell you what's been going on.

Just a quick note I am dyslexic so please ignore my grammer and spelling issues (as I really am too lazy to double check haha) I didn't find this out till end of 2nd year at uni. Let me take you back to my school years, all through school I wanted to be a writer for a magazine and even had dreams and even day dreamed about it. So it was only obvious I was going to take English Language for A Level, as I done great at GCSE, getting myself a B. Anyway they put me the "higher" set for this, which for some reason everyone was amazing and seemed to put zero effort into their work and got A's. Me, I put an unreal amount of work and managed to scrape D's. But although I did realise people are better at this than me I still didn't want to give up wanting to be a journalist (of some respect). It comes to gaining references for uni applications, and as you could probably guess I applied for 2 journalist and 1 psychology courses. So when I get my reference back (from one of my English teachers) she has circled the course and wrote "I think it's best if you change your course." Well I was heartbroken but instantly decided to take my psychology course. 3 years later, here I am. With a psychology degree, it's not I didn't want to do, I just feel being a psychologist might not be me. Don't get me wrong I love the subject and I am obviously going to use it with a career. But I feel it isn't me.

Like I said here I am, I am getting my (hopefully) creative writing out to all of you. If nothing comes out of this then I really won't mind at all as I want to do and I a deffo ain't going to listen to that horrible teacher no more.

So a little advice, don't listen to anyone telling you that you can't do it.
If you want to become a singer then be one. If you want to be famous for getting your boobs out, DO IT. If you want to sing or shout along to One Direction, don't be afraid SING YOUR HEART OUT! Don't think about what others may think of you. If you are happy then fuck them!

:) Abbie

xx

(feeling better for getting that out now!)

happy singing to 1D.